Crimson Hatred

What am I to you?

Do you even love me?

Or am I just someone you go to when no one else wants you?

Do you enjoy my pain?

How much you've made me cry...

Your heartless...

But...

I feel lost without you...

How the f**k is that fair?

Please let my horrid imagination fade...

Because my dreams have been filled with crimson hatred...

This is what you've lead me to...

Are you proud of yourself?

Do you want me to do this to myself?

I... I love you so very much...

Yet...

I think you hate me, dont you?

I'm just a toy...

You mess with me then you walk away...

Am I just that f*****g toy?

Thats what I'm starting to think...

I hate this so much...

I can't even think straight...

I need something...

Please...

It's either you...

Or...

My crimson pleasure...

You tell me...

The longer you wait the more appear...

I need you...

I'm so scared...

I'm so alone...

Please don't do this to me again...

I can't handle this...

If you were planning this you shouldn't have said you loved me...

It's truely not fair...

Tonight...

I'm hoping for the best...

But...

I'm expecting the worst...

Be ready for crimson hatred...