How Jacob Loved (1990)
When Jacob wept in Leah's arms,
it was for Rachel's lies, her eyes
her knees, her almost perfect
feet
A stubborn dream that would not let him sleep
when he had rolled aside
from calculating sons
And when he heard
the jackals laughing in the Syrian night
and bore the tricks at Laban's hands
and saw her smile
he knew, as only great deceivers know
the truth
about her idol thieving hands
She wove and wove
a strand of night into her hair
a woolen band
a Syrian wolf to guard the fold
Through all those years of waiting he would dream
of Laban's daughters, multiplied like sheep
in lines across the Syrian sand
She alone refused
to lay her child at his feet, herself
the gift
It was enough
if he, his face upon her knee
could beg
to hear her tell again her dream of rungs
her spinner's hands to smooth his hair
to brush away at last
the lies he loved
Beloit Poetry Journal, Fall 1991