Ever so slowly you keep coming back
Ripping more of me away every time you do
And I am slowly bleeding out
But I am too f*****g tired to care
I lay there counting the seconds until you come back
Letting the darkness envelope me whiile I wait
The binding, choking, dominating darkness
Then you come and bring pain with you
And after you leave the pain eventually goes away leaving me feeling numb
F*****g numbness and pain. The two constants in my life
And I don't know how to escape you but when I do will it bring me joy or sorrow
After you leave me for a final time will the darkness take me or will cupids arrow finally find me?