Headlights

A little while after I got into a car accident I decided I needed to vent and write about all the things that still scare me to this day.

I feel sick and nauseous but the feelings in my head.
The thought of it scares me still,I could have been dead.
I get in a car and a tighten my grip.
Hold on to my breath and bite down on my lip.
I look out the window to the right of me.
Flash back to the h e a d l i g h t s is all I see.
I breath frantically 
and I feel dizzy.
I hear the loud noise and it gives me a shock.
I look at the time and its frozen on the clock.
I look at my arm bloody and bruised.
I look beside me Meaghan's not there, I'm confused.
I hear her screaming outside "oh my god".
Within seconds I hear the police and their squad.
Best friend comes to the rescue helps me out and wraps my arm.
Reassuring me everything would be fine and we would have no more harm.
I run into Boston Pizza a frantic mess.
Not even realizing my blood was all over Meaghan's favorite dress.
I spit out more blood and toss her my phone.
"call my mom, she should be home".
I run outside to see ambulance fire trucks and the cop ready to question.
My mom came a little after that with a frantic expression.
We finally got home rested in my bed.
I kept on thinking "this must be a dream in my head".
I get to my destination and my anxiety drops.
This time there are no ambulances,firetrucks or cops.
It will always be in my head the night of the thirty first.
We were so incredibly lucky it could have been worse.