it is not just what lies and fills the mind, but the truth that seems to guide you through the darkness of all else failing. it is not just the fact that you are saying how you might be feeling, but saying the fact that what you are feeling will forever more impact you. Perhaps it is just rambling of mindless words put together in an array of order so that you can try to make sense of your life- even if just for a second to glance away from the brutality of the world and its cause on you which will eventually be magnified. In all costless hope not to lose the grip you seem to have it will all fall away. It will all be gone. It is forever more you imagination.