just read it please,

i just dont know what i am feeling. its so hard to explain. its just so painful, stupid. . .i don't know. all i know is that it's an open heartbreak story. i don't know, im confused.

i never thought this would come,
one magical moment in time,
i never thought he will see,
some beauty in me i never saw
but my oh my,
where do this pain coming from?
a mass of lump being produced
slowly and slowly
and beginning to drown me to sleep
i'm just confused, i wanted it to end
tell me now,
will it be better to just forget it all?
all those silly times ive spent with him?
written speeches, spoken words. . .
you name it, it's a silly game of two.
never did i thought a nerd can do this to me.
one silent chris,
responsible,
diligent,
funny,
nice,
brave
and smart.
should i?

Author's Note

this is what i feel ok? so u can say its personal. it's not planned. . the words just came as it is bcoz i feel so painful that i wanted to write to cease the hurt.

Reviews

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An adorable write and so well expressed....good for you.
I loved the trail of suffering woven through this write as it is the sweet suffering as could only be felt by one that has loved. That is the best suffering of them all and one that makes this world such a wonderful wonderful place. Ahh, to love another is to be alive.
Thanks for reminding me of that.