"RUDE"

The tips of my finger feels heavy

As my body turns grey

My eyes blur my vision disoriented

My body begins to ache

I yelp yet not help comes

This is the price I pay

Be careful what you wish for they say

Now all is too late

thick life runs through me and out

As it spills through and chases the cracks

I regret this I say

Now all is too late

A heavy breath is force out of me

A punch to the gut like my mother when she screams

Her voice thrilling in my ear

I want to get away

I want to get away

But how,

When all I have is a heart, no more

No More I say

My face turns cold

The world still turns

No where to run 

No where to hide

I want to go home

Where even is home

The only sanctuary is sleep

Yet the demons that lurk

Creep up in my dreams

The thirst for life

Their thirst for love

I cannot blame them

I cannot hate them

For I would torment for that too

A snippet of a heart

A cup of life

A breath of air and light

As pools of fear and sorrow drowns me

my heavy heart I can no longer carry

I love my life dearly

As my body stumbles, I fall

Now the tips of my fingers feel heavy.