beauty or???

insecure to my skin
color it holds
scars of some incident
can't find way home .
what happened to smile
which took a candy to build
just colors to face
that hides each trace .
for i want to be perfect
yet perfectionist a myth
to loose identity
on my way to sink.
can't find way home
overburdened with criticize
the way to satisfaction
lost in a cry.