can't see beyond

to my sail through ocean of sins
no wind yet tides of sacrifice,
oaths taken when symbol of mercy
forgotten by self created prejudice.
i am breathless to words spoken
yet alive to recall and regret with no ambition.
silence surrenders to the blunder that created its existance ,
rules when comes to world's acceptance.
for i am a mere creature,
burdened by its own pride,
never ment to re-live past,
nor decide upcomming time.
i exist between four walls,
that constitute present crimes,
though past cant be erased ,
fades as clock walks.