a feeling of Being AliveA Chapter by Paxplease listen to the short audio the link is below.Blending in and pretending to be someone It's been my life for years I'm just a killing machine for hire Running and hiding seems to be the right thing to do It was a failed tasked yet I felt relieved That will be my last task To start a new life will be hard A lot of people now are looking for me Especially my boss that I must avoid at all cost Why must I leave it unfinished? Why must I feel this unknown feeling towards my target? Why does it have to be you? It's the first time I felt alive, that I'm not just a machine anymore Like everything and everyone matters To you I'm just a human being looking for someone to love and care for
My enemies have come I'll do my best to stay alive for one day I will see you again Hoping that you'll be well and happy in your own life
They are coming at the rear view of my car mirror Two cars have approached One in the left and other in the right side Seems like I can't escape these two Now we are in the middle of the road We were too busy challenging each other That all of us didn't see the truck fast approaching It's too late to avoid One of us was stuck big time by the truck The other crushed to the road side railing And me I manage to avoid the big truck But I went straight off the cliff
Memories flashes fast I just wish for the last time I could be able to see you Even just a glance of your face to remember Why am I so far for just a glimpse of you? I'm falling to my doom A payment for all the bad deeds I've done Goodbye my special someone _________________________________________
Why did you run away from me? Why did you do that? I want to know why? My past had bound us together Each time I had spend with you was a lifetime of joy to me Now that I have found you, yet you're like this Even so I will never let you go this time
Long months had passed and still you're asleep Please wake up I always pray to God that someday you will wake up And spend eternity with me
I've taken care of the people that have hurt you You don't have to worry for your safety now I will protect you I'm rich and powerful now I don't have to work many hours just to pay my fees Even you, we could live anyway we wanted We can start a new chapter in our lives, leaving the past behind us You don't have to do the dirty deeds of other people who only want power If it wasn't for you I will never take this new found power My tears had no use to you when you're like this Your hand is so warm yet cold for being so unresponsive I miss you Please come back to me
© 2012 PaxAuthor's Note
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Added on June 27, 2012Last Updated on August 12, 2012 AuthorPaxCDO - the city of golden friendship, PhilippinesAboutDear Visitor Hello there! I am Willyam Pax from the Philippines and now residing here in Saudi Arabia for work. I am not a writer but a sensitive aspiring artist who expresses himself into .. more..Writing
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