Self taught

My artwork is always been self-taught, and it is never meant to be an imitation of what's around my inspiration or rather a born impression of what I feel towards what I see. It’s never been impressive or what so ever but I do hope it leaves a little bit of impression that I share what I feel through art.

I am not great like any others artists, I simply wanted to create the emotion I feel or those urges that wanted to come out in expression through art - It's therapy, I guess, I do hope you find it too.

In every way I’ve been burnout, I feel like every now and then I lost my pen, my brush and my creative juices. My courage seems nonexistent. Perhaps I’m going into a struggle, yet aren't we all go through it every day - seems mine likes to stay for good. And I fear that, I’m scared, and I'm that coward who stood still who can't even take a step. I'm stuck, guess I needed a little push, I hope it is not hard cause I'm tired....


Life as an artist is a struggle at most to some.

Author's Note

I haven't posted any writing, maybe because ive been busy lately or to simply say im pretty lost at it, i did some artwork here and there but its not enough for me i guess like the one i wrote above, struggle is real, depression is real, but i think i know i can do this, to move forward, i hope... i wrote this as a side note on the artist side of things when i posted a abstract painting of mine.

many thanks to Sami, my good brother here in wc, i never forget those people
thanks for the visit.

Reviews

[AYVID N]

Well you are lucky Pax because you write AND paint. So you have two things to look forward to. From what I see, you're a very artistic soul and find your release in creative work. I enjoyed your words as well as the artwork shared in this post. Thank you for sharing.

[Coyote Poetry]

I agree my friend. I have known many artist. Like a writer, hard to make enough money to live. I hope you being the artist. We must do what we love. Thank you for sharing the amazing story and your thoughts.
Coyote

[gabrielle]

If I were to base your state of mind on the painting, I'd say it's actually pretty structured. I just want you to know that a glimpse of your thoughts could make happy and sad at the same time.

[Sami Khalil]

You are amazing in your own unique way. You are trying, you never give up, you are sharing and all that is admirable , let alone your powerful works and inspirations. Your spirit of creativity is alive. Once you shut the door on it , then it is of no use.
I love your train of thoughts here. Excellent.

[Weeping willow]

We often struggle to just breathe, I know I do. Words circle into a vein and continue to flow through my brain. I have to keep writing in some form as all other creative juices have slowed.I wonder how I can become more of what I use to be. You see your words have brought this out of me. I miss your words and have not seen them for a long while. I hope you come back and begin to let them flow again. ;-}