silent screams #3

* part 3

 

 

 

How can I shut the silent screams of my mind?

 

It stings my heart when my mind shouts its frustrations

He says the world is a crazy place

I say, I just needed to find the right kind of pace for my taste

To run my own race.

 

I can’t stop myself from running away

I can’t even find a place for me to stay

Like they say:

“There is no such thing as permanent”

Yet my core yearns for that everlasting moment.

 

The shouts blast me in many, many lives I see,

Deep within these walls my mind could foresee.

Nothing more but a fantasy.

 

I just wish you could see

How my mind screams its plea.

 

Author's Note

credits to the photo used to:
secrets we keep by manuelestheim


a series of the heart & Mind:
1. ) Heavy Hear #1
2. ) Vast Space #2
3. ) Silent Scream #3
4. ) ~ Land of Poets ~

Reviews

[Gypsy Warrior Queen]

Your mind may scream but your soul is such a gentle permanence. I wish you could hear what many of us feel and see when we read your words...decipher your thoughts. With your words and the images you place along with them, I am able to stand upon the edge without fear of falling deep into the abyss. Even, in some instances diving into the dark with adoration for such a great ambassador as yourself to guide me through without a mark.I am then able to return to my own light being able to understand the plight of my fellow man and brother better than ever before ...so, thank you wise and gentle being! My wish for you in this season is peace, joy, and a thousand HUGS!

[Pax]

If I am a phoenix, I would die every day, just to be renewed the next day. Yet I don’t want that, there is a chance I’ll lost the precious memories and friends I cherish who have help me to be much of a better person than I was. My mom was my great lost in the past, I was a teenager back then. I lost her greatly, and gain something… and that is: to be more independent and how to be responsible. Because, I was a little brat in the early age and a very dependent and lazy, lazy teenager before. It’s true that when you lose something you’ll gain something else. Because when she died I realized many things, that I need to be strong for my father because my sisters are already married and very far away(because they’re in Holland), that I need to take care of his health too and us both. So I guess I gain maturity on my late teens, just the right time to focus more on being practical that I didn’t mind what really I want. But that’s ok, I don’t regret any of that, for I believed there are reasons why this path was chosen for me, or was chosen by me. I just hate the uncertainties and fears I have in my life right now, that it screams loudly in my mind. sigh… Thank you for listening my friend. Hugs!

[Gypsy Warrior Queen]

Oh, thank you for sharing and my ear is always open!I have lost alot of my family and so I know of this pain and this responsibility. blessings to you....

[Marie]

A writer (Thoreau, I believe) said that "All men lead lives of quiet desparation." I suppose it forces itself in screams no one else can hear...

[Extant]

You can always pull on my heartstrings, Pax, with the simplest lines. I know exactly how you feel; sometimes my mind just can't turn off or get over somethings, and over and over again I'm in pain. That everlasting moment of peace, I sometimes think it doesn't exist. But if anyone deserves it, it's you. I'm sure there's a place for you in the world, Pax. There's definitely a place for you as my friend.