Water’s EmbraceA Chapter by Pax~Cassandra: “Before we have
dinner. Can we go to the beach first. I just want to wash away some depressing
moment.” Spine: “Why do you want to go
the beach? It’s almost 6pm. The sun will be retiring soon. And you’re sick.” Cassandra: “I don’t care. I want to feel the ocean at my
feet. I may not have much time anymore. Next week I’m going back to the city
and finished my studies then go back to my part time job. So please, don’t be
such a worry rat. I am fine. I just had a little fever and over fatigue body.
Now I’m well rested.” Spine: “Okay, if you say so.”
a splash of the oceans hand
drench of the water’s embrace
she welcome the cold
Cassandra: “This is not good. The
Tide is high. The cold splash is somehow dangerous but I don’t care at all.”
Spine: “Are you out of your
mind Cass. The current is strong, the wind is in flull blown, it’s unsafe here.”
Cassandra: “I don’t mind at all
mr. Spine. It’s just wind and water current. As long as I held on to something
I will not fall, if I ever fall, not to worry because I can swim well.”
Spine: ~ I grab her hand and
said: “Your scaring me Cassandra. Your fully drench, you’ll catch a cold - few hours
ago you just had a fever and your still not well enough. So let’s go.”
Cassandra: “Let me be! Why can’t
you just stay away. Why are you here by my side and in my thoughts. You make me
crazy with many emotions I am unknown about. Why do you always enter my
thoughts, your stare makes me want to see the soul beneath it. I have been alone for almost 5 years now,
since my mom & brother left me as they went to heaven. My father doesn’t even
know I still exist, he’s been out of our life since I was twelve. Then you came
along, captured my attention, filling my thoughts of you and now you can’t even
leave me be.”
‘How can I ever forget you when you’re so near,
so close that I am lost in needing your company.’
Spine: ~ Cassandra broke down
into an emotional burst and her tears flow so fluidly then I embrace her whole
heartedly. “Do you know your words makes my heart flutters in so many direction
that I feel like I am in heaven. Do you know how much you make me happy right now. Do
you know how many times you filled my thoughts with you in it. Do you know I long
to be in your company, just being with you. Do you know I am falling into your
world every day, that I don’t want to go back without you. Do you know I am
also going crazy in just thinking of you without me. Do you think it’s destiny
we have meet, perhaps it is, but I do believed we have meet in perfect timing
of our lives and I strongly believed you are meant for me. Do you know it will
be painful and hard to get over you. As if you have filled the emptiness I always
feel. I finally found what I’m looking for. Now that I know your feelings,
will you love me as me and without my prestige, the me that loves you so much, I
am not perfect but I’ll try my best to make you happy as the way you make me
feel right now, right this very moment.”
“Come with me, know me better or better yet
marry me, I’ll take care of everything, as long as you are with me you have
nothing to worry about. Live with me, cause I can’t stand to be away from you -
I love you as much as I need you”
Cassandra: “Does marriage solves
every problems I have, perhaps yes but I am not ready for that. And your too,
my very fast Spiny " my Spiny " Like thorns you make my heart bleed, torn between my
principles and my wavering heart. You’re the easy answers to my money problems,
but I don’t want that, I want to achieved my dreams in my own ways. My heart
longs to be with you, but my will to strive hard in this life with my own hands
is strong that I am willing to forget everything about you… but then again like
what you’ve said - it will be hard to forget you”
Spine:
~ I
embrace her like this is the last day and I say: “Then let me support you not
in terms of money but as an admirer, a secret lover and most important of all a
friend of all times whenever you needed one.”
Cassandra:~ smiling sweetly “Guess
I should stick to a friend of all times. I’ll be glad to be your friend except
for being an admirer or even a lover.”
Spine: “ Ahh, I think I have
run-out of luck. Then being a friend is always a start. So have dinner with me.”
Cassandra: “oh, you’re a persistent
one. Well then let’s go I am cold now.”
Spine: ~have blurred out loud
saying “Yes! A start of a relationship.”
Cassandra: “hahaha, you’re a funny
one. Don’t be too assuming my friend. Yes it’s a start of a relationship - on which
it means friendship.”
Spine ~ grinning: “Well then I’ll
be working hard to win you over. Starting tonight.”
Cassandra: “Don’t get your hopes
up just yet. I always say this:”
- When
you expect much, you’ll fall hard & much to loss. When you expect less, you’ll
fall much easier & perhaps receive the unexpected.-
“Expectations
drives us crazy but it also drives our will to keep on track in life. We just
have to remember how to used it in a well balance ways. Good or bad situations comes
with great wisdom to learning.”
Spine: “You an inspiring
person. Don’t you know that. I admire you more and more with your ways in life.”
Cassandra: ~blushing “Stop flattering
me with your nice words and please stop looking at me. It feels different "
awkward if I may say "“
Spine: ~ smiling “Let’s go. It’s
getting late.”
To be
continued…
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3 Reviews Added on August 13, 2013 Last Updated on August 13, 2013 AuthorPaxCDO - the city of golden friendship, PhilippinesAboutDear Visitor Hello there! I am Willyam Pax from the Philippines and now residing here in Saudi Arabia for work. I am not a writer but a sensitive aspiring artist who expresses himself into .. more..Writing
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