My reason why I'm on WC

The reason why I’m on WC this long is that:

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I may not achieve all of the above,

one thing I felt like I achieved

I have surrounded myself with real friends that believed in me

I am not great; I’m full of mistakes, sadness, gloominess, laziness, and struggles

But my friends see something in me

They believed in me

That I am special too

Like everyone else is unique..

Thank you to all who come by

And reading my thoughts

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For far too long I don’t believed on myself. I don’t have something to believe that I’m unique too. Also I don’t believed that I can be an artist on my own worth. I felt worthless and too reliant on the flow of life like having no directions on my own. Also I think that my thoughts and the juries in my head are just ramblings and nonsense pondering. In wc, I felt they are something to relate too and learned from it, then flip every negative into optimism.

 

WC is full of brilliant people. I have learned something that I haven’t learned in school or in life. I Learned wisdom in each person I walk upon in their pages of their craft. I see myself that I ‘am not much alone but here in WC I feel the bond that surpass the internet boundaries.  “Friendship” that bound us all as one big family making WC not much of a small community.

I close my account from time to time but I always come back for I find releasing my thoughts out in the open a fulfilling emotions, that I felt relief somehow.. like they say writing is therapeutic source of healing, it may not be true to others but I feel it’s great release… so I advise write it down don’t let it consume you whole into darkness.  

 

You know who you are my friends… so I thank each one of you ….

 

 "we learned & inspire each others"

Author's Note

a simple type of journal to give thanks to the people who are my friends...

Reviews

[Renée]

Pax ! ((Hugs)) People will be who they are no matter in real or internet..we share our souls, our pains, our thoughts here on WC and it is a bond, we are a community of undiscovered writers, poets..people who care ... some put down this place .. but I think we do make it what we wish here...we surround ourselves with people that we admire their work & perhaps their personal selves as we grow in knowing each other..
You and I are a lot alike insecurities, so much self doubt..but I have seen You grow here so much! and your writing improve this last year greatly !! It is incredible to me for not only is English NOT your native language... you are surrounded daily by a third language to contend with ! and here you write in English..amazing feat juggling 3 languages in one day ! that is Brilliant ! You are Brilliant & humble Pax and I am so honored to know you here ( :

[quinfinn]

your writing is your passion and your gift to others...and to yourself. all of us here at the cafe have high regard for your words, as they offer much enlightenment as to who you are and where your heart is. this is what we as writers are all about, sharing our passion and helping like-minded others to discover theirs. it is a journey, and i, for one, am pleased to be walking down the same path as a writer of your caliber.

[Lonely Islander]

Believe in yourself
Believe in what you do
And if you ever feel down
Just know that i am always there for you.
Wish you all the best, dear friend:-):-):-D.

[MOON]

Lovely write Pax , On the 15 of March I will be a year here and I have had quite a journey. Thanks for reminding me , so many excellent poets here you included . I knew nothing about poetry , I am still a work in progress but I have learnt so much.

[Rob Santana]

Pax you need to rid that word "don't" from your vocab. We are all creative here. Whether other's recognize it or not, you are a creator of imagination/reality. Maybe some do not understand your writings, but like you said writing can be a way of healing for an individual. I know it is for me, whether people understand my writings or not that's ok with me.

[Mr Dunne Poetry]

Well said Creeper ;)

[Phoenix]

That's why I call you my friend

[Devanshu Rajput]

really!!!!!!!!!!!WC is a great site..............i love to spend time here.....the site is full of friendly people..............i really have learned much from here..............a great piece by you....................................

[Devanshu Rajput]

would send RRs to my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Pax]

yes indeed... thanks my friend...

[Stacey Watts]

This is amazing. I think that this site is great for meeting people that share the same love and passion for the written word. I think it is a nice tribute to your friends and I hope you will continue to write.

[Tai Ryens]

I see you've surpassed everything before to emerge into the phase of life known as doubt. Skepticism. I understand, friend, and know you've brought a smile to my face upon reading this. Your experience here must have been astounding, and enticing even more to the point you find it paining to leave. I as well have discovered the unique bond between all of us through the pen.

[Frieda P]

I love this brilliant glimpse into your soul Pax and such a sweet tribute to friendship here. Sometimes we don't see in ourselves what other people view, you've got strength of character and much courage. I must agree with your convictions here, many brilliant poets here at the WC and have also learned a lot being here myself. You have brought a smile to my face in reading this, thank you my friend.