old fashion romantic

chapter 3 Lessie's thpughts...

          

I’m so tired, I still have full of document to study. The meeting had Finnish hours ago and I can’t concentrate on these new plans. All I’m thinking now is still Bone’s well-being in Rio. How I wish he didn’t drown himself to alcohol again. I’ve check the credit card there is no big transaction lately. I’m worried and he didn’t even call after I left.

*Sight!*

What do I expect, after leaving a confession like that and telling him I’m getting married seems to shock him the most. I feel like something’s gonna happen today.

It’s so good to give love, a confession without even knowing he love me back. A burden off my heart, though its tearful and a heartbreaking confession, I still felt relief that it was done. Maybe because I’ve love him for a long, long time without even getting noticed in his eyes. Though I never want to compete with all the girls around him. I want him to love me as me. The me that always been there for him no matter what. Maybe I just want him to notice me without the confession and that didn’t happen. I’m such an old fashioned romantic.

Oh why can’t I just forget you that easy. From all who have touched my life, the one I’m looking for is still you. The you who gives me happiness in the simplest situations, the one who put a smile on my face in my lonely days. And the you who gives me silent heart-breaks and silent moments of distress and regrets. Besides all that you still possess my heart with your loving friendship and care for me. I can never ask for more for I fear rejection and distance if you ever know, like what’s happening right now. Though I never heard your rejection, but the silence is just a simple yes to me. For once I spend an intimate moment with you and with that its more than enough for me to go on with my life.

It’s almost nine o’clock in the evening and I haven’t eaten any dinner yet. Tired and hungry and I guess it’s time to go home. Coming home to an empty condo is quite draining. Better start moving my a*s into a new life, a new journey and a new me.

*hours has passed and as Lessie arrive in her door step… a view of Bone’s features appeared from her thoughts to her living room.

Author's Note

to be compile later
merry christmas again everyone
enjoye!!

Reviews

[Horizon K.]

These feelings of Lessies are so well captured! To love someone and just want them to love you back for your true self... to be happy just to have had someone, even in the past... To know the meaning of someone else's feelings in thier silence... I can see Lessie is indeed a true romantic at heart... I'm so curious to know what happened prior to this and what is happening to her now? She is getting married to someone else? Well, I will read on later, my friend...

[Pax]

thanks, truly i am grateful you are reading this... oh, you have felt her feelings very well my friend... you'll see what happened on the next part... :)

[Horizon K.]

Yes I did, and must admit I'm entirely intrigued to see a romance piece with these perspectives written by a man...

[Dhaye]

Nice chapter, Bro. But I just have to mention the following points for improvement:

an *old-fashioned romantic
From all who have *touched my life...
but the silence *is just a simple yes to me.

Thanks for the invite. This is really interesting...

[Pax]

so, so glad you are enjoying this pretty friend... :)
thanks for the help & read....

[Coyote Poetry]

I must save the story. I will come back. Tonight I start my four days and 13 hour each. I like the characters and the thoughts. Preparing for change isn't easy. Thank you for sharing the excellent story.
Coyote

[Shep]

Still good, hanging on to every word.

[Pax]

thank you my friend. :)

[Corset]

I love it just as much, please keep going, you seem to have such a unique grasp on how a woman would feel in this situation, and how she might feel about it, or react , if she were morally sweet like this one :P some girls don't think like that but many girls do still, great job!

[Pax]

oh, really... i thought really this kind of girls exist only in my thoughts or just a mere fantasy... thank you much my friend... i will do continue... with your encouragement i have enough fuel... greatly appreciated...

[FJ Davis]

Needs a little editing, but expresses feelings well and carries the story along, nicely.
Fascinating piece, Pax!

[Pax]

mr. Frank thank you so much... your amazing as always... happy new year...
be bless for the coming new refreshing start...

[Andie]

This was so incredibly adorable. I love the ending so much! ^-^
Very nice job, Pax. :)

[Pax]

really...im glad you enjoyed the chapter3... thank you my friend...

[Andie]

Very welcome. :)

[Pax]

my friend.. this is not quite the ending yet...