Wondering thoughts

chapter 1

Bone is sitting in a Studio table of Mr. Wise’s Company while reading his contract and  thinking….

It’s been a month now, every day my longing for Lessie overwhelms my mood. I keep thinking of her, why didn’t I stop her from leaving the apartment. Now signing this recording contract made me realized how she pushed this to me. If it wasn’t for her I would never have done this. I missed her terribly. Being back in my home country felt like weird and these uneasiness is quite refreshing. I think being away for awhile was worth every dime. Nobody knows I’m back even my brother. This will be a fresh start for a career.

Lessie is sitting in her swivel chair facing the beautiful view of Vancouver in the glass window thinking…

It’s over a month now since I left Bone’s apartment. I’ve lost a lot of weight lately. Maybe I’m just depressed of the things that left off between us. Or it’s the stress in the Company lately. Since I broke the engagement, they didn’t pursue the merger and the Company is in struggle for income. The stock market is down, the economy is on recession. How will I start the Business back on track? A lot of pressure on me, its draining all of my energy.Now I wish Bone was here, he's usually good at this kind of problem.

Spine is in the garden. Drinking a cup of coffee while thinking about his brother….

It’s been four months now since my brother left us. I’ve manage the company really well and I’m getting married next month to my brother’s ex-girlfriend. It’s all good now, at first I don’t want to stand in my brother’s way, I even walk away from them to rekindle their relationship. Still it was much harder to repair than I thought it should be, until he let go of her as well as giving way towards our relationship. I felt thankful for him, to everything he has done to me. He always had my back since our parents died. I keep thinking that relationship is just cruel to him, even I, myself was horrible to him, his own little brother. Though I’m happy now but I kept blaming myself that I also drive my only brother away from us. I hope Lessie had convinced him to come back.

Cassandra is in the shower not minding the cold rush of water. She let it be, to wash away this uneasiness that won’t go away and thinking about Bone….

It’s been almost forever. I felt guilty towards Bone’s feelings. I know he give me the blessing in loving his brother. But something is missing. I felt this uneasiness. Carrying it like a burden at the back of my head. Maybe I just want his forgiveness. The unsorted feelings I have for him. I did love him before but it was in the past. He did drive my love away, pushing it to the limit until I was in the edge that I can’t take it anymore. I’ve learned to love his brother. I’m engaged to him now. All I want is for Bone to forgive us in person and to make sure his alright and doing well. Hopes he comes back.

Author's Note

this will be a new chapter for the up coming second book of moments o remember...
I'm still thinking about the tittle....
if i have some error please tell me...
or message me...
other than that enjoy..
if you haven't read the first book
the link is here: moments to remember

Reviews

[Horizon K.]

Hmmm.... very interesting, I see this is going to have some twisted love-interest and betrayal themes and perhaps more heartbreak along this story. i wonder how all of these characters will end up reconciling their feelings for each other & what happens with all of their burgeoning career dreams. Very curious to see where this is going! Some grammar errors with past/present tense. The previous book seems to be unpublished?

[Pax]

perhaps i am too ashamed but i am proud of that book because it lead me to think i am progressing and not stopping in writing stories..., I'll published it when the wc is not bugging me with the slow running progress... i am glad you are reading this my friend... yeah, i have some issues on grammar... often times i am blind on that part, with all the translating in my head its hard to cope up and write in english.... but i am slowly getting used to it...thanks big time my friend...

[Horizon K.]

Cool, well let me know if you put that one up... Hope Im not missing something essential in this one without that prequel... And we are always improving as writers, it's actually fascinating to watch others and ourselves in this process!

[Pax]

yup, i had published it... nothing much is missed... this chapter seems like a summary of the first one...

[Horizon K.]

ok, I will backtrack and read that one too:)

[Mehak Mushtaq]

I love that you've made use of so many pictures in your story. Very nice concept.

[Pax]

thank you my friend...

[Dhaye]

Nice start for very complicated relationships. LOL. At least I'm familiar with the main characters.

[Pax]

LOL.... yup, nabasa mo na kasi yung first... I do really appreciate this pretty friend...

[JR Darewood]

I've never seen anything like this, not just the pictures but the way entire piece is a juxtaposition of inner monologues-- its like a stream of consciousness piece with multiple consciousnesses. Really interesting approach!

[Pax]

dear J,

I am so thankful that you've viewed little novel. I always write introspectively specially in my poems... so to that i applied my style in writing even just a short novel... because its my first thing that got me into writing... maybe i just want my thoughts to be share... i always make stories in my head and in this booklet i take a lot of experimentation on how to write it(you can see it on the first book or as you goon). I'm so glad ou find my approach interesting, maybe its not fresh but I'm glad this book went through... with all that i thank you greatly.
your friendly neighbor,
w.Pax :)

[hundi]

I think these characters are well developed , you are a writer that is very inspiring, I'm also glad your writing again , good job pax

[Pax]

you don't know how much i appreciate your feedback my friend... i stop writing stories as i got depressed with the struggles i face right now.... but as my friend told me to shift my writing of poetry into stories again.. maybe because my poetry is abit depressing at times or most of the times... i want to stay positive and give a good vibes into a story... thank so much my friend...

[Shep]

Starting to make sence now , and i like it. Looks all i need to was reboot. Which very glad because i church it Boers me to tears. This is the only thing that is keeping me wake after no sleep after 48 hours.

[Corset]

I'm very invested in these characters, I can't wait to find out how they all converge again, what will happen, how will Bones and Spine react to each other, will it be awkward , or a warm embrace, or a fist fight, hahaha, I feel so bad for Lessie :(
I can't wait till the next chapter hope you are inspired soon :)

[Pax]

dear friend,

first of all i want to thank you for enjoying my characters and felt their emotions. I’m hoping too that my inspiration will come quick for I'm too eager to know what will happen to both of the major characters I've made. On the first part of the book, it was really intended for a contest but i was very sad for Bone's
unselfish act so i continued on for his own good. Now in the second book, I feel sad for Lessie now. I didn't expect that it will come to this long now and I'm too grateful to you and many friends who have read my little booklet. Now I'm opening doors for another two characters(Spine & Cassandra). Hoping i will shedding some info about them soon...

your friendly nieghbor,
Pax:)

[Sugar Plum ♥]

oh great! I didn`t read your book, but i`ll do it :) what I read increases my curiosity, I love this inner thoughts about another, and how everyone is hiding his actual face...Moments to remember is nice title for book. seems exciting!
No♥r ~

[Pax]

dear friend,

i want to thank you for reading the first book and this first chapter of the next book. I'm still thinking about the title and how it progress. hope i could do it soon for this chapter leaves to many open doors to experiment.. your great.

your friendly neighbor,
pax:)

[Katherine Enma Pineappl..]

Very intriguing. I must go back and read your book but it isn't everyday that I see you write in prose and you're very good in doing so. I also like the photos for they really are beautiful

Nice write

[Pax]

the photos where carefully research for the thoughts to matched...thanks you... honestly I'm quite afraid in doing prose... for i don't have much grammar sharpness...I'm quite blind-spot on that direction... right now...its hard to continue...its like inspiration has outrun me again....
Maraming Salamat kabayan..I'm really glad you have find time in reading this..

[Katherine Enma Pineapple]

yeah poetry seems all to much easier :/ you can get away with things there.... but writing prose can improve your grammar, more specially if you continue on writing and writing :) Don't worry I can relate, it's that feeling when you start a story then you don't have the inspiration to continue it anymore :/ You're welcome and good luck

[Pax]

your certainly right, sometimes I think it’s my laziness taking over… it’s hard at time because English is not my first.. nor my second… bisaya kasi ako.. it’s hard translating all the time.. from bisaya to tagalog(at saka di masayond wide yung vocabulary ko sa tagalog) then to English(lalo na ito..di short sa vocabulary)..

[Pax]

English(lalo na ito..laging short sa vocabulary)..

[Katherine Enma Pineapple]

Ah I was raised to use English first :/ I don't know why but my family likes English speaking children -sigh- I think its better that you know your dialect, makes your roots apparent. I have lots of blood in me= Igorot, Ilocano, Cebuano and Pangasinense :/ I don't know how to speak all four languages of my ancestry and can only understand a tad bit of Ilocano and Bisaya much less Kankanaey and Pangasinense. I don't know why but my parents are training me to speak in different foreign dialects like Mandarin, Spanish, German and etc. rather than my ancestral ones

[Pax]

wow, nice para ka ng bilingual..dami mo palang nalalaman in terms of language.. maybe because those you mention are international.. and it's used in many different country.. and those local dialect are just used in our home country.. and english is much universal.. almost 80% more or less are using it... kaya segoro your were train to learn english... some say it's good..

[Katherine Enma Pineapple]

I see but I would really love to learn my mother tongue, it gives me a sense of fulfillment. I guess when you put it that way it is I guess impressive but I rarely have the use to speak those now :/ My friends make fun of me for not understanding Ilocano too

[Pax]

they just don't understand you at all...just don't mind those foolishness...and then learn from them.. observe.. or let someone teach you..slowly but surely..

[Katherine Enma Pineapple]

Thank you for the advice kuya :) I feel much better :D My little knowledge of Ilocano is due to the fact I've grown up in an Ilocano speaking city :/

[Pax]

ok lang yun...your doing great already..you'll be able to get to know more when you learned and experience then explore more..

[Katherine Enma Pineapple]

Yeah... Thanks again kuya that has been letting me down lately and I feel happier now

[Pax]

smile more..even though life pulls us down...there is always a rope to help us up... or a ladder perhaps.. ;)

[Katherine Enma Pineapple]

thank you again for your wise words :D

[Coyote Poetry]

Story gave life to the photos. I like the thoughts in the story. Made me desire to know more. I like the photos. Looked like a beautiful place to live. Thank you for sharing the excellent story.
Coyote