Puzzled L ! F 3

Everyday I would wakeup and wish that it was just a nightmare and that I haven't really woken up yet. Feeling so easy. Wishing I could start over. Too many regrets. I just want to die sometimes because I know if I do, I will be reborn and start a whole new life over again. If that happened I would miss a few people from the past life. I wouldn't miss them that much because I have too many regrets with every one of them. Like why did I have to go to far with that one if I like someone else. I wish I was raised in a proper house manor. But no. I was brought up in homes of people who didn't really love me, they only loved the money. Why can't I be loved by someone the way people love money. I feel like I am a skeleton lost in the desert. With no one to know me, why be worth searching for? Never good enough for anybody I feel my heart is worth having. To everyone I have ever liked, my heart has been kicked out of the field like a football. That's how I feel everytime I fall for someone. They will just tackle me down, and once they get their football from me, they run with it. Well that football wasn't really a football, it was my heart you stole from me.

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[emmajoy]

Oh my, how sad .. how very sad. Whether fact or fiction, these words go so deep into a person's miserable loneliness and feeling of rejection.

You deserve a hug .. and I'm sure, one day you'll find someone who can appreciate how gifted you and how ready to love.