teers of icy sorrow a Stoney heart faded black
corrupted by my demons because I've sobcomed to their attack
my gaze to the heavens I fall on calloused knees
Begging forgiveness God help me please
the stuggle within a fight so long fought
is it to late for my soul I pray to god not
to long have thees deemens torn into my hart
thretend my sanaty and ripped me apart
though few people know the jolly person they see
is a liy to them and mabby even to me
i laugh so often just so i wont screem
i whish i could be the person i seem
not the beast i unleash only when im alone
why cant i change this person who to only me is known
the beast remains hidden and so shall it be
until i can acsept or change this darker side of me