rain and pills

for you were the meaning,
before i ever knew your name
you were my every breath
before you became the pause
to every second of my life,
to break away from you,
is to fall apart on my knees
is to break away from my body
stuck on the sound of a name,
that wants to spell itself out,
i want to fly out of the window
if i were still not so broken,
beyond the end of my longing
to leave this space of lost,
i've forgotten how to breathe,
without constantly breaking
the last pieces of me drunk
on rain and pills, with you
i am just another high
below the deepest low

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[Dhaye]

I love the rain. But too much of it gives me cold and cough. Lol
Welcome back here, ganda.