facing the wall

scared to die,
then you happened,
i became brave,
to face the wall of love,
the marshal of fear,
your hands tied to my heart
i didn't want you to miss,
not even by a heartbeat
i only wanted you to miss me,
with a feverish heart
but i keep missing you,
for this, i sentence my heart
to solitary arrest
too scared to love,
too scared to live