not for me, for you

not for me to feel -
nothing as far as i can see,
nothing close to me,
my heart is deeper under,
the black wells of forget,
tears are the only stars i see,
why do stars burn to live
dreams are mute walls; sky is lost
to a vapor moon - i drift,
not forever is a veil i will wear
to cover me from the absence
of myself; i will hide behind
the anonymity of trees,
for you to feel left behind