Off Of The Edge

I thought you were amazing
but now I am having doubts.

I thought you would be different from the rest
but now I see you are all the same.

I thought you would change me, make me feel alive again
but now I know that you make me die again.

I cried when you told me how to live my life.

I know I made mistakes. I know I messed up.

And you won't forgive me.

Do you still think I'm beautiful?

Or is the truth still ugly?

You don't know me.

You don't know the things I had to do to get people
to care about me.

And you don't know the things I had to do to get people
to trust me.

Keep thinking I'm a freak, or some fucked up attention w***e,
but remember I didn't want to push myself so far
off
of
the
edge....

Author's Note

He knows who he is.

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This was a good write...a sad one, but good one...I liked the emotions. Thanks for sharing.