married to the nothing blur

its all blury

swirling and around

falling down, the ashes?

no, the apple bomb, the slice of wrong

the dont partake and remake

the message; the meaning

its important, but i cannot tell you why

numb, fear, pulsing. red. the light

gone out, and steralized

the ground. the ashes of dirt

the hurt. murder of meat

and rape of vegetable

high queen of s**t and little meaning to the nothing

might seem contrite

but it is not what it seems

what you think

its lies

and i take back the meaning

i take back my tounge

lashed out at the sun

am i to be undone

take me. i am coming apart

my heart can take no less

the ropes bind, twist and grind

the wrong kind of sex

can you see my third eye?

i believe i am going blind

then i will know the nothing

married to the nothing. blur blur blur

all i see is blur you and blur me

and i am blured to death. end.married