To Soon

Loosing a mother.

I lost you to soon

Why did you go?

You were my best friend

My mother I loved you so

I still cry in pain

Though its been four years

Its still so hard

To know your not here 

To guide me threw my fears

If i could see your face

Or just a small trace

To know that you are fine

I probably wouldn't mind

I hate that I cant see you

I hope I make you smile

From heaven up above

I know you make me happy

By shadowing me with love