Real Me

about discovering who i was ^_^

I know I should tell

But I don’t want to tell.

I want the happiness a little longer

I want the fear to stay away.

The trouble will come later

And then I will have nothing to do.

I will feel bad but then it will be over

My life is slowing down

Nothing seems to work.

Time is passing quickly

The fear is always there in the shadows.

I have a new me to share with the world

But what will people think?

What will my friends think? What will my family think?

Will they think I’m ugly? Will I think I’m ugly?

Will it suddenly be strange?

This new me is strange but makes me happy

I start thinking was I always this way?

Puzzlements in my life make sense now

My friends support me

The relief I feel is astonishing.

Now I can go out and be the true me the real me and that’s everything.