Confused.

I've been confused lately ):

This wasn't supposed to happen
I have no idea what to do
What's going on with me?
I can't fall in love with you

You came into my life so quickly
Instantly became my best friend
I could lie and say I feel nothing-
But God almighty, I can't pretend!

I'm losing my mind here-
I imagine your lips on mine
You're my dirty little secret
My one of a kind

This is wrong- is it really wrong?
You're what my heart wants!
Your smile in my head, dear
My soul it always haunts

Who could I possibly tell?
Everyone I know would leave
They'd say, 'Its Adam and Eve-
Not Adam and Steve'

My heart will look the other way
But though, I can't deny it too-
I'll shut my mouth and hate forever
The day I fell in love with you