Just Beyond the HorizonA Poem by WhitneyThis poem is dedicated to my father.Just beyond the horizon, I say. Just beyond the horizon, And then, I will reach you, And then, I will be able to hug you again, And then, I will finally be able to breathe again, Just beyond the horizon. They never mentioned that the horizon never ends, It taunts me with its close proximity as I struggle to reach it, So close that I could touch it, but so far that my feet ache as I run to meet it, So far that hope wanes from my body to form a burden on my back, So far, the horizon is so far away. Maybe if I don’t reach the horizon, it will be ok, Maybe I can somehow form twenty-six interchangeable letters into a memory, And maybe I can somehow make that memory tangible again Because I swear I can feel comfort as your touch crosses my mind, And because I swear I can hear music as I think of your voice Somewhere in the horizon. Or maybe I’m just too broken, Too broken to properly grasp the grave reality of the situation, A reality that feels too rough, smells too raw, tastes too bitter, A reality that was once my manna dew is now an apple above my lips and I am Tantalus, And I was promised that once I got there I would see you, But the horizon never ends. Just beyond the horizon I hear you amongst the angels, And I so long to join you, to be merry again, to feel glee, Dear Lord, I am weary, and this day is bleak, and my heart hurts, And it pains me to know that you are there, But I am blocked by the soulless horizon. Rivers cascade down my cheeks, And I am afraid that I have lost because I am too weak to go on, The Lord hath taught my hands to war, and my fingers to battle, But I was not prepared for this fight, I could not beat the horizon. But one day"one day"I too will reach beyond the horizon, My sorrows will go, my burdens won’t plague me, my heart will be whole, I won’t know sorrows, I won’t know burdens, I won’t have a shattered heart, Just beyond the horizon, I say. Just beyond the horizon. One day I will see you again, just beyond the horizon. (Dedicated to Lawrence E Drew) © 2015 Whitney |
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Added on October 29, 2015 Last Updated on October 29, 2015 Tags: dad, father, death, horizon, memory. eulogy Author |