Heartaches

                       HEARTACHES

 

 

Looking at my window every day and every night,

Staring at the stars, looking far beyond the sky.

My hope sinking that I doubt that it will ever rise.

Just for showing love I guess I have to pay the price.

Oh what a nightmare, what a bad dream and what a shame.

I have got no gain for every game I ever played.

That was my years of struggle, years of pain, yet no gain...

How do I cope with that crazy stigma on my brain?

Now I feel so much better but nature has got to take its course,

Reminiscence of human happenings that makes it worse

It keeps coming like a whirlwind from my past.

It’s like a signal of lunar-eclipse shadow-cast.

Oh why, Oh why, Oh why,

Why all these? Why me?

Why all these crazy things happening to me?

Someone please set me free...

I have been holding all these while for rainy days,

No more pains, no more strains

That’s all I could ever pray.

 

 

Only me know my heartaches,

Knows all my bruises,

Think of every great pain the heartbreak causes,

My sufferings my striving,

My struggling, my crying

Just give me one reason my vengeance must tarry.

 

When I was little boy of just 7years old.

I used to be assured of what my future seems to hold.

Though in every situation I was bold.

I was forced to be grieved by my misery untold.

Touring the streets for jobs, then I wasn’t eighteen.

Wanting to be an independent adolescent

The money was coming in rapidly it was just month three.

I can’t believe my firing letter was turning three.

Now I know a man’s future is full of uncertainties.

You work, you strive and waiting for opportunities.

It came, I grabbed it then now it’s haunting me.

The gods may author it but my vengeance is coming.

 

 

 

                               

Author's Note

I also wrote this a while back. Pls share honest opinions.