Jealousy

This is the story of a boy who always feel inferior...

I am just another sad boy,

and when I see my friends in joy

I can't feel grateful for them.

Instead, I shout a silent condemn.

When I have an accomplishment,

but my peers go beyond my expectation,

I don't celebrate it with enthusiasm,

Instead, I act like a child seeking for attention.

Cain killed Abel out of jealousy.

World War was the result of the same disease.
It seems, jealousy is a curse of humanity.
Its entire entity has no remedy.

With every breath I take,
I feel more heartache.
This jealousy won't bargain.
How I suppose to deal with this curse then?

Author's Note

English is not my first language, but I do like any inputs.. :)