I'm falling in love with my best friend.

This is not a story. This is simply a blog. I just needed to get my feelings out.

Okay so I have two best friends, one is a guy and one is a girl. They are friends with eachother but not very close.

My girl best friend is in love with someone she met online.She plans to move in with him after graduation this year.She is very much madly in love with him and everyone of our friends knows this, including my guy best friend.

My guy best friend came up to me a couple days ago and told me he had something to tell me.I already knew what it was becasue i know him down to the core, inside and out.I knew he liked my girl best friend whom was already in love but i didnt bring it up. He told me he could not stop thinking about her and that he knew she was already in love but he just could not help his feelings. What he doesnt know is that im in love with him.When he told me this i was crushed but i didnt show it.

See what had happened was during the summer me and my guy best friend fell in love. But he decided i wasnt the kind of person he wanted to be in a relationship with.He wanted to just be friends.He got over me quickly but I never got over him. We are now best friends. I want more with him but i am happy with what ive got. I'd rather be crushed everyday because he only sees me as a friend, than not have in my life at all.

I just feel like im not good enough.Never have and never will be. I currently have a boyfriend which is very bad because im in love with my best guy friend. Well, my boy friend decided to flirt with my best girl friend right in front of me. What in the hell? What is so wrong with me that nobody can be happy with just me?It just depresses me so much.

I need help!

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[*Petitti*]

dude wendid you write this - i nvr seen this one - wow