Life sucks

And now when i think of you my brain gets fuzzy, kind of numb

Sometimes you just made me feel so dumb

It's just that the way you treated me was not okay

It's was fucked up, the things you used to say

 

And all the times you used to make me cry

To be honest sometimes i just wanted to die

There were days when you actually had love in your heart

But it did not outweigh how mean you were from the start

 

There were so many times that i wanted to run away

But for some stupid reason i would always stay

F**k all the fake apologies you gave when you were sober

It's like my heart was being pulled down, tiny whispers of "timber"

 

When we were about to part i felt so glad

I never again thought i would feel sad

But i was wrong, i felt sad that you were gone

I had to face the fact that you were a bygone

 

And then we came together again

So good it felt,i thought it to be a sin

And then, then you were not there anymore

Soon life is what i abhor

 

I just hope that you realize

How much pain you have caused

How many tears were lost

How much my hearts bruised

How much  i loved you

How many times i would die over and over again

Just to see you one last time

Reviews

[Wildecat]

This is a well written poem, a definite pleasure to read.

[Peter J. Hodgson]

I can relate to this poem, good job

[*Petitti*]

OMG wendy i love ur poem... i love it...it's awesome...