paranoia sinks in

worries about relationships

paranoia

sinks in

why did this happen

what does it mean

is this for real? 

Or are you a troll?

.

I did not receive any such messages till yesterday

I am obeying, but I’m disturbed

why would you react this way?

I am not contacting you;

I am wondering TO MYSELF

lay off, I’m leaving you alone I promise

…..

but if you’re doing this on purpose

just to intimidate me

.

You’re not the quality person I took you for.

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I hope it’s all a misunderstanding

Mostly,

I don’t understand why you took my friendly messages that way

and I don’t understand

Why, if you asked me to do that,

Why I never got any such message

And last

What the hell anything I ever said

has anything at all to do with

What you said it did.

.

Because, to me at least…

Writing about that character =/= a threat

/

Greeting someone once a month =/= harassment

/

Greeting someone in a friendly, supportive way should not be creepy.

Read my greetings again with an open mind; I invite you to.

I was innocuous!

You should not have been alarmed.

ERGO:

This is unwarranted intimidation

or else

You misinterpreted my meaning

or else

I’m schizophrenic and sent messages when I was ‘someone else’

(which is horrible)

or else

my account was used against my will

And I can’t figure out

which it was.