Rage

mother nature

Rage

 

 

Fear weaves it's web on the unguarded soul
unawares are we of it's contrary goal
attaching itself on un wakened dreams
So as to close our hearts to it's well laid schemes

The spider hungers at it's fattened prey
lying still to mark her vibrations lay
She laughs at our efforts as we struggle unknowing
swimming into the stream of her flowing

Down the darkly gloom of our making
blinding our minds to what it was taking
resentment looms at our tethered state
as it builds it's tapestry of it's loving hate

Fight or Flight! Which way is right?
to tear the strings that bind so tight
should anger rule and win the day
or let prudent judgment hold it's sway

She sings and hums as we weep
the widow creeps but never sleeps
bloated lust and dripping crust
my oh my who can one trust

As the mighty fall the weak will rise
as heavens reward dwells within lying eyes
the shadow dims as the sun fades out
what can one do but to scream and shout

Terror rides upon the mystics wails
crawling and leaping on it's man made sails
heretics spew blood of the chosen few
redefining the old in something that's new

Witches brew that glorious stew
conjuring phantoms like me and you
into the pit with fire aflame
cursing all blame with no one to name

Oh Darkness, Oh Light, Oh Mistress of Fright
untangle the knots of this sorrow and rage
open the gates of Her miasmal filled cage
let it flee it’s nest so we can hunt again tonight

 

For Another
That Eats Us More Tenderly
With Every Lovingly Hate Filled Bite

 

(from Pandora’s “Book of Shadows”)

 

 

 

EVIL COMES IN

ALL SHADES AND COLORS WHILE GOOD ONLY COMES IN WHITE

 

XXVI

 

 

Stunned silence and the feeling of imminent doom was shared and felt by all within the gathering halls. The power of Lucifina’s slap unto death shook the very foundations of the stuff that held the fabric of reality that made up Leviathan. A collective shudder echoed throughout the halls as all waited upon Death’s retaliation.

 

As Death rubbed the bruise on ITS cheek and wiped the dust off ITS a*s, IT directed ITS deathly stare upon Lucifina and said:

 

I will let this affront upon MY Person dissipate against the wind this One time. You have the Gabriella and Gabriel part of ME to thank for that for MY first inclination was to turn You and this universe You and Your Twin created to cinder and dust. You may be the darling of the Dreaming GOD but the part that shares this dream with You sees You in the same light as Your Twin. But I’m willing to put aside any ill will that We share amongst each other so that We may enhance and build upon the Dream that has been spun. We could be as enemies or allies, I now put that choice to YoU.

 

Lucifer left the decision to Her, for it didn’t matter to Him if He be enemy or ally to this Thing of GOD. Lucifina slowly unraveled Herself from the comforting arms of Her Twin and willed Herself to regain Her composure and bury the hate that She unmasked to this dark piece of GOD masquerading as Death.  What was done was done and there was no need to add fuel to the fire by igniting the flames with their mutual resentment and hate. Better to let the game play out and wait for an opportunity to arise that would give Them the winning hand rather then letting chaos dictate the rules. She whispered a few words in Lucifer’s ear and went to where Death stood and kissed ITS bruised cheek and said:

 

 

It seems that We have much in common by Our mutual need and yearning to be Whole once again. The Part of the Dreaming GOD that Awoke and Sundered ITS MiRroR ImAgE was Sundered as well when IT latched ITSELf to Lucifer’s Tail in the guise of Time. As YOU imprisoned Lucifer in the fabric of Time YOU soon came to realize that YOU imprisoned YOUrSELf as well. How it must enrage YOU that I “the darling of the Dreaming GOD” can still Dreamscape with HIM in Non-Time while YOU the Dark and Passionate side of HIM cannot. YOU found YOUrSELf trapped in YoUR own web, fated to be forever lost in Time- in the endless loop of eternity of YoUR own making. But when YOU saw Our Dream unfold YOU came up with YoUR plan to manifest YOUrSELf into Death and making Time finite and fluid so that when the End came YOU can escape back into Non-time and be reunited with the ALL of YOU.  YOU weaved YoUR way into Our Dream by incorporating and fusing Our hearts, Gabriella and Gabriel, into YoUR BEiNG thus making them apart of YOU and thereby a Part of Us and Our Dreamscape as a means to accomplish an end break to the loop of Time. Being enemies would be a foolish and destructive act so We choose to be as allies and are willing to put aside any contempt and hatred that We have for that part within You that has been the cause of all Our distress, for We too seek an End to YoUR prison of Time. We only ask that You consult Us on any future changes that You might have in store for the Domain that You now inhabit. We agree to be apart of this Trinity of Power but understand this, YOU need Us maybe even more then We need YOU, so leave YoUR empty threats of turning this universe and Us to cinder and dust tucked away in that trash heap that is YoUR MiND, for YOU know full well that by destroying Us YOU destroy YOUrSELf as well. This will be the Last time I will be addressing YOU as such for I like My Twin will only speak to the Gabriella or Gabriel Part of YoUR Death Triad. Speak now to this gathering and say what You have to say quickly for the moon wanes and  My Twin and I have urgent business elsewhere.

 

Death held ITS tongue at Lucifina’s acidic reply and decided this was not the time to settle old wounds but when that day came ITS revenge would taste all the more sweet. Instead IT saluted Them with a bow and turned towards the Gathering audience and preceded with ITS agenda…

 

 

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Within the enclosed circle Pandora spoke the words of power; calling forth those spirits that lay dormant within the earth. These spirits were not made from heaven nor came from hell but were formed from eaRths own maternal need made out of the angelic residue that permeated throughout its bowels. The eaRth rumbled and roared as hEr children awoke from their eternal slumber to answer Pandora’s call. Fire, Wind, and Hail, absent of any angelic host, pounded, ripped and tore against the barrier erected by Death that shielded the First Gate.

 

 

Death’s legions were at a lost on what to do, for Death and ITS first and second in command were occupied elsewhere. A Power unfamiliar to them was unleashed yet again upon the world with a force and strength equal to their own. Odin, Death’s third in command, sent in a legion to reinforce the crumpling shield but eaRths children soon overpowered them with their unified fury and breeched the seal.  Odin ordered a retreat and sent emissaries to Death to inform IT of the situation.

 

As the shield guarding the Domain crumpled all the portals that led to the different worlds of the universe were finally open to her. Her objective was the First Gate, where the Tree of Life stood and where her parents once dwelled.  She gave thanks to eaRth and hEr children and vowed that she and her progeny would forever be their guardians and champions against those who would defile hEr and would worship no other Power but sHe. As she approached the Gate she requested of those spirits to stand guard and protect the portal at all costs till her return. She called to Gadreel to tend to the circle and stay in communion with eaRth and those spirits sired by hEr and to send all of eaRths forces to retrieve her if she was not back within two hourly cycles. She was determined to extend her dying fathers life in order to see his God before he closed his eyes even if it meant plundering all of heaven and hell in the process. She took a deep breath and walked through the Gate…

 

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Lilith never took note of Time. She heard Lucifer speak of it as the “Chains that bind Me in this endless loop of futility” but for her time just moved along with her, time to her was unchanging, it moved in a dreamlike fashion with no particular direction, a day could last a year and a year could last a minute, it was just something that she never thought of till now. In ITS Domain Death sped up and moved time in a forward fluid direction so that mortality, aging, death and entropy would be its catalysts. She listened as Death invited all of the Great and lesser powers to participate in the further evolution and guardianship of the Second Born that was to dominate ITS Domain. Lilith was becoming quite concerned for just a few words of mention was made of Adam and Eve and of those of their seed-The First Born, by Death. She was just digesting the fact, told to her by Kezon, that her soul twin and daughter were cast out of the first gate by Lucifina for some trivial act of disobedience and thrown in Death’s caldron as a punishment for their digression not less then a day ago. When she confronted Lucifina on this She assured her that She would watch over them and eventually lift their punishment after a few yearly cycles of struggle. But Death had plans of ITS own and adjusted the pace of time to ITS own needs so that nearly a hundred yearly cycles had passed for Adam and Eve without Lucifina’s guidance. Lilith was livid with rage and ready to jump on Death and beat IT with her bare hands. Never being one for formality or protocol she interrupted Death in mid-sentence and said:

 

Oh Great Thing of Death this gathering has heard enough from Your deathly lips and will take Your rules and proposals under consideration, but we will not bark and wag our tails to Your agenda but will tailor one that suits our own. The second born are of no importance to me as my concern lies only with Adam and the First Born, but the rest of those at this gathering are free to align themselves where they please. So say Your goodbyes and be on Your way for Your Presence is not welcoming.

 

Death was becoming quite adept at holding in ITS anger and instead bored it gaze toward Lilith and let out a bone chilling laugh that emptied the bladders of many within the gathering hall. In an instant IT stood beside Lilith and in her ear whispered ITS reply:

 

 

Do not make me as the enemy; for IT was not I who threw them out in the wild. If not for Me they would still be puppets on a string. And if you ever speak to Me that way again, you’ll truly know what death means.

 

Death then faced Lucifina and Lucifer and said:

 

 

My business at this gathering is Done. If there are any questions, speak now, or forever hold your tongue …

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[deeps]

YOU found YOUrSELf trapped in YoUR own web, fated to be forever lost in Time- in the endless loop of eternity of YoUR own making.

Yes! there are many times we stick our foot in our mouth. We should take heed of what we hear or guide
ourselves into. Thinking before we do or speak never some to mind first. We end up trapped and lost in our own madness we have no self control. We feed off what we think is right at the time.


Do not make me as the enemy; for IT was not I who threw them out in the wild. If not for Me they would still be puppets on a string. And if you ever speak to Me that way again, you'll truly know what death means.

It's like saying I corrupted myself, I corrupted the world. I'm the one that si guilty as sin.
I may be scared to admit it is i that is a fool. I don't want to come off as weak when deep inside
I really am. But the measure of a fool is his eyesight. We can see but but may be blind.

And to be led as a puppet on a string for for someone to have control of me. I need to
learn to guide myself and not let somenoe pull them strings and make me into a puppet

A wonderful deep insight in this write. I like this chapter as well.