at night
he longs for death
like a hymn, he knows
the opening verse
wears a choir robe
and sings
with feverish will
words he ties
with purple ribbon
stacks of his poems
would take
years to explain
but tonight
they might find
he’s been
leaving
for loss of himself
and losing his
dreams
has sown a keen
mind
but gaining
a step toward
the end of the road
cuts back
the thorns from
memory’s chaff
war torn, ravaged
empties
the contents
of his wooden leg
that wrath
should never
consume him
nor strange
palpitation
disturb
the rainless tongue
down weathered road
the tread of
broken teeth
greased by
reasonable whiskey
garbles the cries
staggers, exploding
his grape head
over the toilet
only to heighten
the close of his day
garners the tolerance
from
the myopic cat
relying on scent
stench to avoid
flattening whiskers
under
blusterous boot
behind his eyes
chains of white
lightning strike
the field where
nobody plays
when the hatchets and
tongues break down
the door
the fire will
encircle and
light up the room
straining to
hear
the quietude
he revels
clumps of dead snails
await his circuit dead
nerves eating
the dust he deserves
children walk
on the smoke
curled ceiling
with crier’s lust
spread the bad news
of their harrowing
days
pour bottles of
bleach
down his slackened
throat
keeping him there
for an ironing board
let the flies dance
the cat
scratches litter
onto the linoleum
floor
where he lies
unafflicted
was supposed
to tell them
to clean up their
rooms