Can't Confess

For one of my good friend Pepper.

I am alone.I don't trust anyone.I might have friends, but I..I alone do not belong in any "group".I am an outsider, I stand alone.No one knows it but I am always sad and depressed in the inside.I am nothing but an eight grader who's an outsider.No one understands me, no one knows me no matter how long they were with me.They can't understand..this pain, this misery, Why Can't This All Just End?

At school, I have a crush.He doesn't know it, he probably doesn't even know I exist.I want to to confess and tell him I like him but, I am afraid..I am afraid of being rejected.So I don't tell him, I keep it in.I'm saving myself from a heartbreak.I can only watch from afar, his every move.My friends call me a "stalker" but I only stare because I don't want to miss a single thing he does.He makes me laugh without knowing it.When he smiles a warm feeling fills me, but pain and depression kicks in, when I am unable to hold it in.I want to tell him, I want to tell him how much he means to me.How can someone I don't know much mean so much to me?

In my mind there's a question unanswered, What Is Love? I can't talk about it with my family, only my friends, who have no exact clue of the meaning "love".

I may look strong, I may look brave, but I'm scared.Scared of reality.Then I know, I can't confess.

Author's Note

This is for my friend, who feels as though she's alone.She has a crush, but she just can't tell him.She needs help.I just don't want her to be so sad anymore,I just want to see her smile.Can you please give some advise for her, to help her stand strong and proudly confess, no matter the answer that she, will smile as brightly as ever.

Reviews

[Rockin Shades]

Thanks for writing me this :P

[Anonymous Rain]

Your welcome.After all isn't that what friends are for? =)