time for confession

I listed this in nonsense for a reason...

Why do you hate me?

Why do you put me through this pain?

This suffering.

 

Don't you think I've had enough hurt?

Why add to that?

But more why do I keep coming back?

Time after time.

Even after you are rude, hurtful

and make me sob until I cant breathe.

Until I dont want to breathe.

 

I say things I don't mean.

why?

Im pushing you away.

I can't stand looking you in the face

knowing how much pain Ive caused you.

I won't admit it to myself

and I definitely wont admit it to you

but I'm in love with you.

 

As much as I say love doesn't exist,

as much I want that to be true.

Its not.

I'm in love and I hate it,

I don't want to get hurt.

I don't want to be mean and hasty,

I know no other way.

 

I'm sorry it had to be you.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Sometime we need to be direct. If it isn't working. Need to push away and escape. I like the logical statements and the strong ending. Thank you for a excellent poem.
Coyote

[alexlessah]

Love scary, but in the end it could be worth it.

[Tkess]

I just posted a poem that is kind of opposite in a way to this one. Being involved in a relationship even though it's probably not going to last, because it's better than the alternative. Nice job, i enjoyed it.

[Dreamer<3]

Wow...I love this.

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Love the nature of this poem, fallen in love, but you don't wanna get hurt and your beliefs are getting in the way. For now atleast:)