My stupid mistake

It almost seems purposeful.

Is it your objective

to put me through so much

agony?

 

I

don't understand

how someone, with

a heart, could do

such a thing.

 

Do you

hate

me for something?

Did I do something wrong?

 

All

you

are giving me is mixed signals.

I don't know

what to think anymore.

 

How could someone whom

I met so long ago become

so cruel as to play with

my feelings

for

two weeks?

 

It almost seems like

you are forcing yourself

to hurt me. That you are

making

yourself say the things you say,

do the things you do,

to feel some sense of

Power,

Vengence,

Revenge.

 

I need a direct answer,

no more mind games

no more backstabbings.

I need you to be honest with

me

 

I know you are uncertain

if you can or cannot

love

anything again after

what happened.

 

I'm sick of playing mind games

with you.

You win, I give up! Happy?

 

Old feelings come back,

open up old wounds.

Ones you were positive had healed.

In a matter of a few days

you are back to that same, pathetic, place

you were before.

 

Asking yourself

why I cant get over

you

Why you put me through this,

Did I even really move on at the start?

or did I just switch my feelings for you

onto some other soul?

Was every kiss of his yours?

Was every hug of his yours?

Did I want it to be?

 

I was dumb to fall for you again

Its just something about you

that lures me in like a worm to a goldfish

 

I cant believe I was ever so stupid.

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

comment plz

Reviews

[samurai212]

love it

[Kyle]

This sounds nice about a gutwrenching situation. This write is arranged well and kept my attention.

[Coyote Poetry]

I like what you did with this poem. The set-up made the poem stronger. I like each set of line adding to the story making the ending have reason and a purpose. Sometime it is Ok to be foolish. To desire love mean you are alive. People who use and abuse will learn sadness one day. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[solo2be]

Great poem, I love the emotion throughout this poem.

[alexlessah]

a very strong poem. very nice

[Aarontastic]

This idea you used here was soooo clever! It really helps to make the poem special--by writing out "I hate you for making me love you" in the margin, it adds to the poem, and forms part of the next sentence of the main body of it...but the way it's spaced out so widely is what makes it so appealing, because as I read down through the main part my eyes saw the solitary words on the other side out of my periphery and it's like I was reading both in the same time, in different voices. I loved it XD

The subject you were writing about was sad. The poem was straightforward, as if it were addressed to this guy (which I guess it was) and you could really feel the anguish and frustration coming through in it. The lines: "Old feelings come back,
open up old wounds. Ones you were positive had healed." are something that a lot of people can probably relate to; they definitely resonated with me. Good job

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this is a bleeding heart...and the additional message is heart felt..

[Kate Hunter]

awesome message outside of the message.
Well done. Full of meaning.
It has an awesome set up.

[Short.Nerd]

Very nice I like the I hate you for making me loev you also. Keep up the good work!

[Sweets]

the idea of "I hate you for making me love you" is really creative :)
This is wonderful and full of meaning! Great work!