Feelings on fire

Two months 
Without you, 
I was fine. 
I had someone else. 
He made me happy, 
Made me feel wanted,
Made me feel loved. 

Two months 
I got over you 
I didn't need you. 
I forgot all about you. 

Now that I'm single 
You're talking to me again. 
Memories coming back 
Like wild fire consuming forest 
Upon forest. 

Feelings coming back
Faster and more powerful 
Than I can stop them. 

I don't understand,
Why now? 
Why after all this time?
Are you playing with my head? 

I know I'm making a mistake, 
I know I shouldn't get my hopes up. 
Can't control it. 

I almost hate you,
For putting me through all this pain,
All this agony,
All this time. 

Now you act as if
Nothing happened,
What happened between us 
In the first place? 

I know I shouldn't but I do. 

Author's Note

Comment plz :) written on iPod so every letter of each sentence is capitalized sorry :)

Reviews

[Jaded Mermaid]

Awww...it's understandable. You never truly got over the person and the moment comes to you for that second chance maybe and you're just so torn. It's a tug of war for emotions and yet you're so sure on decision which touches base. This poem was a definite reflection for graceful balance.

[Red Spectre]

I unfourtunatley undertstand this on an extremley personal level. I know exatcly the feeling that went into this, and know how this feels. Wich means I know how badly this must hurt. My condolances to you, madame.

[TBird J.]

This is a great poem. Really blasts out the internal battle you are having with yourself over this boy. I can relate bc a boy put me through waves emotion though 3 years of hs. Don't give in to his advances...I know it's hard but he's testing the waters.

[Short.Nerd]

Nice! I thought it was great! Keep up the good work!

[AchingAlexandra]

Don't let anyone mess with you.
If they mess with you, they mess with me, I'm not a force to be trifled with D<
love you babe