Desire to die

After all the bad times I've been through. 
After all the trouble I've caused.
After all the times I've smashed my face on the floor. 
After all the times I shouldn't have
After all the people who bring me down 
Who bruise and beat and kill me internally. 
After all those times I was told "you can't" and "you're not good enough" 
After all those times I messed up.
Every time I made a mistake. 
After all those times I disappointed you.

Even after all of this. 

I have no desire to die

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Short.Nerd]

Wonderful write1

[Akshat♥]

awesome write..
i understand how you feel after hurting yourself this much..
positive thing is you still have no desire to die..
sad poem and nicely written:)

[Geralyn Miller]

Me either, I can't wait to see what is next!. Besides, taking your own life has such bad karma.

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that is the power of the human spirit..