The Game of Emotion

Poem from high school (around 2003). Teen Poetry

I'm not happy, 
I'm not sad, 
I'm apathetic and yet depressed. 

Confusion is my friend and my foe, 
I feel like giving up, 
But I know I can't. 

Is it possible to lose and yet win? 
No matter what happens, 
I hope you are there with me when I go through it