Heart of the Lost and Unforgiven

Poem from high school (around 2003). Teen poetry

It beats of Thunder 
Under a Summer sky. 
It feels so uneasy 
Like a badly told lie. 
It knows all the feelings 
That could ever be felt. 
It is like all the problems 
That never were dealt. 
It works in wonders 
Like high clouds above. 
It sleeps forever 
Like eternal Love. 
It searches for a way 
Out of the darkness. 
It looks for a person 
And begs them forgiveness. 
It lurks in the depths 
Crying, Pining, in Agonizing pain. 
It feels of a thousand knifes 
Plunging, under the summer rain. 
It sounds suspicious 
Like an unsolved crime. 
It Decomposes and Disintegrates
Into dust within time. 
It sometimes left shattered 
Broken into pieces. 
Hoping someone would come along 
To sense the pain, that it releases. 
It brings Pain 
Along with Joy 
It sends out everything 
That it can deploy. 
It looks up once 
At the open Summer Skies 
It looks down again 
Falls over, then dies. 
It was never mourned 
Or followed by a trend. 
It was forevermore Lost 
And then Forgotten.