Loathing

I don’t even know who I am

Yet I hate myself

Trying to remake myself

Who do I want to be?

Anyone but me

 

I looked in the mirror today

And did not recognize

What I could see

I did not recognize me

 

I looked inside myself

And despised what I saw

I asked myself one question

Could I let this thing live?

 

I honestly don’t know

It’s really up in the air

Whichever way works

I can’t bring myself to care