You

I've been thinking a lot today about one person. I have them, yet I don't. I want them but I also have someone else. It's more of a depressing romance poem

This moment of you is mine
This moment of you won't last
All you are, I want
All I am, you have
My mind is torn
My heart just aches
I cannot put my thoughts together
It feels like I'm dying inside
I'm breaking apart
I'm falling to pieces
When you hold me, I feel safe
When you hold me, my fears dissolve
You're slowly becoming everything I grasp
But that grasp is loosening, weakening, fading
Soon I fear you shall become nothing
I fear that you will fade away like the rest have done
While steps may never have been taken to deepen what is there
Steps were taken to deepen a different connection
Someone else is there
Someone else stands in the way of what really may never be more than what is now
This someone will become much closer than you
Is that what I truly fear?
Is stability the thing I fear?
Why must I crave something I so desperately seem to despise?
In this moment you are both there
In this moment I wish to stay knowing I must eventually choose one path
All is not well in my mind
I am scattered and in a way, defeated
The answer will come in time
For now, you I have
Though you may not be there always

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[I Am Alexis]

I think this is great! I can really relate to this. :)