Heart In Two

I was a victim at your first glance

A beautiful smile pierced my heart like a lance

The inner warmth was what burned my dread

Yet it left me alone and confused as I lay in bed

I've made a promise to never lie

But the truth would only make you cry

There was a pain as my heart split in two

How was I to say there was another like you

I couldn't live without those things I need

The conflict in me had made my joy bleed

You gave me twice the happiness, double the pain

Emotions were the instruments that played me insane

The feeling of guilt and love filling the hole

It began to overflow, tearing apart the soul

I knew that it was nothing but a liar's honesty

With every kiss and word, I suffered without mercy

I've confessed my love to and twice it was true

It's left to me to decide what's next to do

I lower my hands from the skies above

They are weighed down by the hate for my l