Iwas only a girl. I was only twenty.And...I was only...human. I couldn't help myself, I couldn't think. Crazy college days right? No. My life life is too strange.No other girl could be going through this right now. It was wrong...I was wrong. This was only told in folk lore. My whole view on life has changed. I've lost everything. I lost myhair color, which was golden blonde and now black, my happiness, my friends...and most of all... my true love. I truly did love him even if it was a love hate relationship. I love him more than anything. But hemademethis way without even telling me what he was. I love him, Josh was anything and everything i always wanted. He knew he was doing the wrong and the right in saving my life. Josh was a son of the wolves. He was saving me through guilty pleasures and making love. we fell in love.we were wrong to do what we did but...he saved my life...and i liked it... i liked it a lot.