Fyuck it

You were never good enough for the truth.

I always thought id be your one mistake.
Honestly this was the one thing I didn't want..
you to know.

Love gripped fates hand,
She cocked her head and smiled at me.
I really do hate you.. I never felt this before.
I felt like iv'e been here for so long
that when it was all taken away...

I could only understand that it.. (you were never really mine.)


I Guard my thoughts carefully now.
Keeping watch, hiding from every dark place
No mercy, No love... Death is cold..
Her heart... Was a dark place.

It's so easy...finishing last.
To not stand alone.
To cry and beg and weep over loss.
"I'm only alive when your next to me."
I will not die in tragedy.

I remember...the people we were.
The places we've been.
Who we were supposed to be.
It all seems so lost now...

Beauty is in the value of life.
Value is always changing...
Even if you don't want it to.

Being so close.
Even when I knew..
That it would never be...
was when I decided to leave.

A long walk..
I realize... My home is beautiful..
There's so much beauty in it for me..
A safe place.

I didn't want anyone to know the pain i knew.
To have to




Tie the mask so tight... The only way is to not believe.
I'm going home.  i have to hold back tears.
eyes on the wheel.
I missed the turn.

The fence always stands.
And the grass always blows.
But no one sees the pain that never shows.
Don't believe these words.
You never know.

The sun keeps shining.
And the moon keeps pulling me into the dark.
The night I stay imbetween grace.
I fall... Fake love was just a mistake.

Give me all your hate.
Its not like its not something i can't take.
Dull to the blade.
Numb to the high.
Working so hard... to breathe.
And always just get by.

Hold me tight... ghosts of friends.
Fate will have its way.
Death is at my door.
Screaming my name.
Just move on.
 
But no you wouldn't understand.
Fate will always have its way.

Author's Note

I seem to always have the best. and worst days at the same time.

Reviews

[Chantel]

Whoa that's good...

[Frantzuu]

Great poem, yeah that happens to me a lot. the day would start out hella good, than it turns into hell, that's why whenever my day start out good, i'm always like what's the catch? lol
Great poem though awesomee!!!

[Jennika has a short att..]

In the third stanza, second line you said, or um typed "But when i'm abou to leave," when i believe you meant to type "about". Also fifth staza, second line "Tie the mask so tite i have to hold back tears" I don't know if you meant to type "tite" or "tight". It just popped out and annoyed me, so I thought I outta let you know. Other than that, this is great, and I love it.
Smile cuz this is an awesome poem.
Rawr, NykkiC

[Micah_s5]

The fence always stands.
And the grass always blows.
But no one sees the pain that never shows.


I liked this line.