Where's My Mind?

WHERE IS MY MIND? WHERE IS MY MIND? WHERE IS MY F*****G MIND?

I'm on the verge of losing it;

but the feminists say-

"There's no such thing as a mad woman"

then what am I?

Well, am I even a human?

Am I even- alive?

WHY?

I had my downfall once.

the bright Pits of Heaven were ready:

wide open;

just to consume my 5-year-old self.

But who saved me?

I won't ask why;

because I don't care at this point.

"Why was I saved?"

well F**K THAT!

Who saved me?

I need to know this.

'm pretty sure, this soul-

belongs to be digested by hell.

Might as well take that "WHO" with me.

"But this is not you.

Your Mom didn't save you to hear this."

I know; I KNOW. This-

THIS is not ME.

I know it very well,

but;

Who am I?

I've lost my mind already.

Now I feel like,

losing is what I do the best.

as I'm losing this body too.

Where's my mind?

Have you seen IT?

they say I'm a mad woman.

well God knows if I'm even a human;

if I'm even- alive.

-VrC

Author's Note

Uhh..It's a pretty long poem, I hope you guys would like it. OR at the very least read it.
Please review my work.
Thank You<3
-Verc