Endless

About my first love

When I first saw you I wish I had known to stay away.

Captivated by your charm, a prisoner I had become to  

Your mysterious smile - always smirking , your hazel eyes looking

Straight at me, through me, beyond me. 

Your voice still plays through my head like an enchanting song,

Making me crave you like a hollowed eyed junkie glazing at his junk.

I’m the foolish lamb who fell in love with a magnificent lion only

To realize that this isn’t a fairytale and happy endings aren’t meant 

For everyone. 

Our first kiss felt like sunshine but 

Even sunshine can cause burns if you’re exposed for too long.

These burns will be part of me forever always 

Reminding me of the happiest I had ever felt, the happiness 

That I will never feel again without you.

Endless packs of cigarretes,

Endless bottle corks,

Endless tears,

Endless nightmares and beautiful dreams about you,

Endless texts that were never sent,

Endless restlessness,

Endless visions of those hazel eyes,

Endless pain,

Endless regrets and thoughts - all about you,

It’s always going to be you. 

 

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Reviews

[Shaquana Adams]

That ending was so powerful. I absolutely love it! :)
-QuanaWana

[Vera Fnk]

Thank you so much Shaquana :)

[Coyote Poetry]

Nice use of repetition and thoughts. I like how you led to the strong ending. Worst regret is not trying. Thank you for the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Vera Fnk]

Thank you a lot :) It's so nice to know that you like it

[Matching Socks]

Whoa girl! Great write.
Very emotionally charged.
And you're only 16?
You're off to a fine start.

[Vera Fnk]

I'm happy that you like it :) Thank you very much :)