IF

If i could make things differently i would 
Undo my mistakes and be free 
with all my frustrations and plea 
If only things happened differently 

if could turn my tears to gold 
My frustrations to diamond 
My fears into strength 
If i could make it 

if only you are my blanket 
if only you could be my pillow 
all of this you will know 
cause my tears at night will soak you 

If theres a portal from here 
I would cross my way to you 
Be with you and feel you 
Just to make a night not so blue