On My Mind

Am I on your mind

you are always on mine

my every thought

back and forth

you are there




I try to convince myself 

I dont want you anymore

but jesus christ

I love you so much

so very much




Inside another

I close my eyes

I see your face

I want you there

I feel no pleasure




Am I on your mind

like you're on mine

do you see my name

and want me 

to die